luvisbloodntears

the sharp edge of the razor cuts my skin easily i'm numb to the pain, numb to the blood, too numb to realize what's happening, to realize what i'm doing one cut follows another and another Till i can't stop the razor falls from my hand Blood drips down my arm tears roll down my cheeks what have i done?

A tap on my shoulder Excuse me? I'm death I beg your pardon Not necessary, I'm death It's time Surely, you've made some mistake No mistake, it's time You must have the wrong address No But, I've made no preparation No one ever does Perhaps next week It's time But, you've made no appointment Never do Didn't even knock Never do First a letter, not so much to ask Should have written last week But I didn't know That's what they all say I suppose you've heard it all Heard it all So, where are we going? Can't say, it's not allowed You seem so ordinary Death is always ordinary Have we met before?

You are my lucky star In life you've helped me get really far You were always there when I needed you And I hope I was always there for you too You are my lucky star I know God sent you here for me from afar You had a way of making me happy when I was sad And if I did something wrong, you wouldn't be mad You are my lucky star My best friend is also what you are You helped me realize what I'm living for But now you're gone & each day I'm missing you more

She is lonely Even though you can't tell She is reaching out For what, she doesn't know She will continue to sit in silence And hope that someone may stumble across Her and all of her emptiness But they only hope that they do it in time Otherwise she will have drifted too far And she may let go Of whatever grasp of the world she has As she slowly fades out of the lives of everyone Nearly unnoticed.

I've been pushed down so many times I feel this time will be the last as I lay here fading my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building as I lay here on the floor I have no strength to get up I'm not worth it any more

The day we met I had the oddest feeling I didn't know what it was So I just brushed it off After a while I found myself waiting Waiting for that phone call every day The one I always got from you Every night I went to bed happy Happy that I had talked to you Every morning I would wakeup And think of you The day you asked me out I was on cloud nine I couldn't stop thinking of you The time we spent together I was always so happy Then one day It was gone Everything The hand holding The cuddling The drives The times we spent looking into each other's eyes The long good- byes Everything Just vanished Everything except o

Just as a tear runs down your cheek, they show up at your door. Just as you are about to fall, they reach out and grasp your hand. Just when you think no one cares, they show you how much they really love you. Just when you're about to fall apart, they pull you together and find all the missing pieces. True friends like this know you better than you know yourself. That's how they can save you.

f**k this life Pain is all I feel The cut is deep It runs up my arm I watch the blood I watch it drain I grow weak It's growing dark I take Gods hand, and leave.

My best friends they are my world i love them to death mike and mackensy they are my support they make my life better they saved my life not once but twice they give me something to look forward too when we are not together my life is turned upside down i feel lost, sad, and i cry for hours without them i am not myself my best friends mike and mackensy that's who they are